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modern life rubbish

by Craigcrook

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1.
This is the sound of me working things out.
2.
Run. I’ve never felt all that young Tell the truth I really hope I hurt you too. Your bottle’s empty now not really sure how. Again, please. Hold me in your arms, I’ve never been that calm- Again, please. It attacks. I take our memories to relax Inside. Remembering traits we had to hide Telling truths I didn’t mind coming out to you. Your bottle’s empty now not really sure how. Again, please. Hold me in your arms, I’ve never been that calm- Again, please. It attacks. I take a memory to relax
3.
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Do you want to sit around and get sad? The favourite half empty glass I ever had. Angry people... seem to get things done When they stand up and scream their hollow threats Break their arms beating across their breast But nothings ever got me that lively yet. Come on smile with me! Your mind works perfectly. It doesn’t matter how they spin it Your idiosyncrasies aren’t a gimmick. Are you feeling minuscule? Time is cruel. “Drinking this much is gonna get me through” -Then all your lights blew. A jealous charm and an empty smile Like the best bad idea I’ve had in a while. There’s a reason why you weren’t at all -the way a dream looks to folks, How someone like me looks at a rope. The kindling turned to coal, then soot, the fucking smoke. Come on smile with me! Your mind works perfectly. It doesn’t matter how they spin it Your idiosyncrasies aren’t a gimmick. Are you feeling minuscule? Time is cruel. “Drinking this much isn’t getting me through” -Then all the lights blew. I’m not sure we’re safe at all... I can hear your flat mates fucking through the bedroom wall. They’re content just to sit here and breathe. A fragile silence, think too loud and it’s gone. I’ve never been skiing, you’ve never hit a bong. We listed off our failures, one by laughable one. Come on smile with me! Your mind works perfectly. It doesn’t matter how they spin it Your idiosyncrasies aren’t a gimmick. Are you feeling minuscule? Time is cruel. “Drinking this much didn't get you through” -You don’t always need something to do.
4.
Tell them sorry (Tell them twice) Foggy windows (Damn my eyes) Brief encounters (Stay in bed) Disappointment (knock them dead) I looked after you And you looked after me too Wasn’t present (always stoned) Arguments (woke up alone) Loosing colour (in your eyes) Sense of self worth (exercised) I looked after you (well barely) And you looked after me too (left early) Just want summer back, fuck the summer. We want each other back, so fuck each other. (I wonder if it looked good. Pale and tired and always smoking. We made it outside when we could.)
5.
Take measures every 60 seconds Make sure I’m breathing in my own Pluck up the courage to leave me alone Crying, seething, constantly grieving My head God rest my beaten head - ow And it takes more than words To extinguish my panic attacks But we barely had change for the bus Never mind for the thoughts that we actually Have I’m dripping down the inside of your head. Another day in bed. Breathe boy, breathe boy, breathe boy Breathe, go on, just breathe Calm down chill out Would you like to leave? Trust me they don’t all feel like this at times I watched you realise what it meant to be you And I cried once or twice again The salt reminded me of the winters ahead Oh there’s winters ahead Breathe boy, breathe boy, breathe boy Breathe, go on, just breathe Calm down chill out Would you like to leave? Trust me they don’t all feel like this at times Well they say “I won’t bother you anymore If you can promise me to sort yourself out”
6.
(get hurt, go hurt, make progress) think about love on your feet but that left me wanting: The problem is I wasn’t used to the heat. The night; time’s a sure sign Of notification’s blinking light You’re drunk again and I’ve somewhere to be I get by (I get by) Breaking glass and rolling things Under canopies of these concrete trees better off abusing drinking on your own? get hurt, go hurt, make progress i’d curse - your need to get worse, busy doing nothing digital excitement comes from my phone our worlds is cages made of lager and student loans I get by (I get by) I’m sorry for every day that I was want what you needed, I was trying then, and I still am, if you can believe it, this is how I get by.

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this is a recorded live session from Friday 2nd October, in The Hub (Liverpool). it was captured in one take, this is the first take! it is a representation of craigrook's live set as of October 2020.

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released October 17, 2020

Wil Baines (They/Them), Laurence Dicks (He/Him), Dan Warr (He/Him), and Tom Edge (He/Him).

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Craigcrook Liverpool, UK

A (self-described) 'Sad-Math' collective - Craigcrook are malleable and ambitious. Initially inspired by the energy of Post- Punk and Hardcore, they cut their teeth around the University of Liverpool; where the four met as students. The band comprises of multi-instrumentalists: Wil Baines (They/Them), Laurence Dicks (He/Him), Tom Edge (He/Him), and Dan Warr (He/Him). ... more

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